What writing is teaching me about why I resist myself?

The sound of every second of the clock haunted me every single time I tried starting. But when I avoided it once, the tables got turned. Starting what you love the most isn't easy; a lot of courage is required. I took a step forward thinking of a stair but wasn't aware it's actually an escalator. My writing journey has been that escalator, taking me forward consistently with some effort.

Hesitation is the biggest enemy I have, and I am trying to take it down every single day. I wasn't even much prepared to write a blog on the very first day. I wasn’t backing myself; I was just hiding behind excuses. Finally, when I hit on it, words started to come out of me.

I have lately realised writing is the easiest difficult task anyone prefers. Initially, I feared a lot every day starting my blog, thinking just to step back and look for comfort again. Now, I understand that starting to express was never the problem; discomfort was the root cause of why I was resisting myself.

Apart from facing discomfort, I struggled to give a voice to myself. Taking the first step in the direction of finding a voice feels much more complicated than exciting. But when a thought sparked, creativity started shaping my experiences and learnings into tales.

Whenever I remember my first day writing a blog, I don't forget to mention one of my biggest friends, overthinking. It has always given its best to help me delay every single time. I mentioned in my first blog how a question to my brain about any skill got me an instant response of writing. It was a response, not a reaction. Ability was never the problem; thinking too much was.

Now every day I write myself out loud, I explore myself more than before. It's just all about the small initiative I took and didn't stop myself from giving words to my voice. Writing shows me that clarity comes from starting, not before.

The moment I started, resistance started fading.

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