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The Day I Understood Change Is Irreplaceable, Everything Starts New

Nothing had been static for too long. Neither me, nor my thoughts, had been the same as on the day I started writing. From a few days ago, I had been observing something with my thoughts - something which convinced me about the necessity for change.

Just like every day, I was thinking what to write. An hour passed, two hours passed, three hours passed; but nothing. I wasn't able to get a few notions to express myself. I had a few, but they were incomplete too. Despite that moment, I wrote myself out. I wrote up, syncing all my incomplete notions. The blog got completed, but I had run out of things to say.

I didn't want myself to be compared across all the blogs. But then a thought - how would I be able to know about myself? How would I know where I had been lacking from so many days? How would I know which mistakes needed to be avoided? And that's the change I had been voicing out in my blogs. The curiosity to know more about myself, not being a lazy person anymore.

A few days ago, I wrote about creative exhaustion. It was nothing less than a reminder - it's time to redefine yourself with some new notions. That was the day which drew the line between me vs older me. A day when I understood the need for this journey.

Thinking what if the next day happens the same, I found myself already thinking about what to write the next day. A thought popped up from nowhere: why not start from the start, fresh perspective, including what I had learned and experienced till date. Having little confidence in this thought, I still started writing the next day. I had always voiced about consistency and discipline in writing my blog.

But that day, I added something new. I had been aware of efforts, but I hadn't written about it before. I voiced effort as the key to consistency and discipline - Effort makes up the continuity to show up every single day. Completing the blog, I felt the same emotion I'd felt completing my very first one.

This incident was enough to convince me of the need to change. I try to improve and evolve with every single word of my notions.

Change isn't in our hands. It happens, and it evolves the person.

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