The Day I Finally Realised My Definition of Challenges

Everyday, with some curiosity, much willingness to learn, and indefinite doubts - it's not a notion anymore, but has been my continuous habit. Everyday different challenges make me feel excited. Excited to experience something new and interesting. Whether it was about missing a day to express or dealing with creative exhaustion, challenges do follow. There was a time when challenges made me feel exhausted. They made me question myself - why me? And why only during the times I try to improve myself?

However, I didn't understand at the earliest. I didn't understand any question, the need to question myself. But as days passed, I started realising the need for obstacles at every point. With time, I started loving obstacles and waiting for them. I wait not for the trouble but for the experiences I would get, the moments I would learn from.

Earlier, I was only aware of challenges as troubles. On the very first day, I experienced myself in trouble. Within the trouble of questions, I pushed myself continuously. I pushed myself to voice out every single thought I had. I did it. I did it with hesitation and fear of judgment.

The first trouble of the journey made me understand basic knowledge to be myself. Not to fear any trouble. Once the problem is being faced, facing it again and again makes you fearless. I try remembering this thought whenever I find myself facing challenges. That's it. Problems start resolving on their own.

What felt good the first time started looking fun and interesting the second time - the second day of being in chaos. Dealing with multiple notions at a time wasn't allowing me to write about one thought. Chaos of thoughts, or what people call overthinking, was about to mess up every word of the blog. Although I wrote, having completed, and incomplete notions of being an overthinker.

That day's challenge made me question my habit of overthinking. It taught me to face every thought without holding onto it - because holding on only creates more trouble, more thinking, more looping back.

Two days, two challenges made me curious about the third day. I started questioning myself: is today also the day I would learn something new? However now, it's been my everyday partner helping me improve myself to live my dream one day. Dream to write. Dream to express. Dream to write being a character of a story.

Challenges didn't harm but strengthen, to grow and evolve.

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