Thinking about what to write. Every day I couldn't be the same as before. But it's not the story I am writing; it's about the journey I am trying to be on. A journey to be myself. A journey to be better every day. Every day, my thoughts contrast with each other. Some help me learn, while some evolve with time.
I remember an incident where I had contrasting views on the same topic. Days back, I was about to write a blog. But I couldn't. I wasn't feeling low or thinking of quitting. Blankness didn't let me start writing. I waited for hours. A lot of silence made me think of skipping the day.
Suddenly, a thought came: why not write what I had been feeling- blankness? I wrote myself out and completed my blog.
Cut to the next day, I didn't see my blankness as a problem. Notions came: why not redefine every meaning? The same things again and again didn't help me grow. Different perspectives and uncertainty definitely do. I started writing my blog, redefining myself again.
Different words with different thoughts.
I made mistakes, but that's what I missed with blankness. That's something I would try to improve the next day. With new learnings, I completed writing my blog.
Two different days, one incident, contrasting views. It didn't make me feel low but reflected different notions to me. Not every opinion is wrong or right; it's just time that defines it. I accept myself with both. Every notion matters.
Contrasting views exist. But it's not necessary that anyone is wrong. Every notion makes me learn something new every time. Without the blankness, I wouldn't have continued or redefined.
Contrast with yourself. Learn. Grow. Evolve.
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