Wait. I got it. I got where I was going wrong. This isn't a reaction. It was the kickstart to a journey I never expected. For the past few days, I have been sharing what I experienced on this journey. But what about the very first moment of joy while writing myself out? What was the first reaction to my first blog? "Felt great" would be quite a common answer.
I did feel happy. But that day made me realise the difference. The difference between thinking and doing. The difference between controllables and uncontrollables. It was the very first day I understood what I had to do to overcome every fear and flaw.
I thought about writing my voice many times. But when I did it for the first time, it was a surreal moment. A calmness, a question, and the motivation to express again. It was a feeling I never experienced while just thinking.
Today, I am writing because I decided to do it. Do it for myself. Do it for my improvement. Do it to evolve.
Thinking is something that is uncontrollable. A thousand questions, numerous thoughts, incomplete views, and much more. I didn't try to control them. Writing them is in my control. I try to do it every single day.
Giving words to my thoughts is the best thing that I could control. Despite being written with flaws and mistakes, they are written knowingly by me. I acknowledge and correct them. That's what I do. It can't be controlled by others.
With all these differences, I learned to put in effort every day, widening the gap between thinking and doing. The more that gap increased, the closer I got to my commitment to express myself continuously.
Express. Understand. Reflect. Grow. Evolve.
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