No. I can't. I wanted to improve, but I didn't want to write myself out every day. These were the thoughts that made me underestimate myself. I couldn't. Every day? Not possible. However, I made all these thoughts out of context, trying to express myself by putting in all the effort. What I know is, the first thing to grow is to grow beyond self-doubt, replacing it with courage and belief. Writing blogs daily gives me that courage over the doubts and questions I had.
A few days back, I was done. Done with the blog, with thoughts, and with questions. But thinking is quite unpredictable. I remembered one of my old memories. A memory of truth. A memory of joy. Writing my first blog is a very special moment for me. It was the day I stepped out of my comfort zone.
I wrote one word. Thought for a minute, then wrote the second word. Erased a few words, wrote again. I continued the same until I was done writing. Words wrapped in hesitation showed courage and belief for the very first time. But once they appeared, writing continuously started increasing my confidence every day.
Could I write? The question that made me underestimate myself vanished along with the hesitation on the very first day. With everyday effort and commitment, I try to continue growing beyond every doubt and question.
Writing myself out is great for evolving with time. Tried once. Felt good. Tried again. Felt great. The third time, I didn't try- I just did. I felt calm and relaxed. Facing problems is the only way to wipe out every hesitation, fear, or thought of underestimation.
To grow, you need to have belief in yourself despite having questions.
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