It's not easy.
Not every day is easy. Every day starts with a challenge: what to write, how to write, and many more things. But it doesn't define quitting. Despite challenges, motivation carries me forward. I step forward in the direction of improvement. I can control what's in my hands, but thoughts and notions aren't in my control. They are free; some days they make me blank, unable to express, but they never let me stop showing up.
A few hours of patience, and the numbness without notions turns into experiences I can express.
What I felt before was wrong. I didn't know how difficult it is to write a word before voicing myself. A word to be voiced needs confidence and belief. Courage is needed to let go of hesitation and fear of judgment. For a thought to be voiced through words, I always think whatever is going to happen will happen.
A pause in motivation, and the blog doesn't stop until it ends.
Every day is a new start. A new notion to express. A new perspective to learn. A new flaw to acknowledge. Trying to be more confident enough to express.
Not every day my thoughts are new. They are evolved versions of what I have been learning on this journey. Sometimes thoughts overlap, but the moments don't. The perspectives don't. I try voicing out something that is the newest in my knowledge.
Documenting everything seems easy until it's done. Once it's started, every moment has its own value.
For me, consistency isn't about expressing at an exact time; it's a few hours of interaction I voice out through words. It cannot be a choice; it's a necessity indeed- a necessity to be more aware of my reflection.
Writing did it. It proved that difficulty is a choice to avoid.
Start. Overcome. Express. Don't excuse.
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