The Real Reason I Kept Writing Even When It Felt Difficult

Finally. I am doing it.

Felt blank. I am writing. Making mistakes. I am writing. Hesitated. I wrote. Feared judgment. I wrote. Whatever the situation is, I listened to myself and voiced it out. Despite the lows and highs, I chose to express.

I chose something that made me introduce myself to my true self. Something that made me visit my thoughts with honesty. Something that didn't let me ignore myself, my notions, or my perspectives.

I try to express myself daily. That's what I needed to grow. To become a more confident version of myself. It didn't happen in days or weeks. Every day is uncertain. Every day is difficult.

A few days back, when I expressed myself despite being blank with thoughts, a sudden thought took me back to the day I started voicing out my words. That chaotic day, with multiple thoughts, I was hesitating to write.

However, I wrote. For whom? Not for anyone. Only for myself. With a thought: whatever is going to happen will happen, but I would improve. The first day I wrote, I felt peace.

The next day, I thought, let's leave it. However, that thought didn't let me quit. I wrote. On the third day, I voiced myself out to feel the same calmness I felt on the first day. From that day, I started expressing myself through words, with thoughts for myself and for improvement.

Efforts keep consistency alive every day. They help remind me of my commitment to keep expressing myself continuously.

I voice myself out for me. For the perfection I waited for before starting. For the efforts that brought me closer to myself. For the thought, "I could." For the growth and improvement I have been seeking since the first day. For the awareness I didn't know I had before.

I write not for anyone else but for myself. I am trying to show up for myself. Writing showed me a reflection I had never seen before.

Don't wait for perfection. Start doing.

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