Yes, I do.
I live every moment I experience to know myself better. Every bit of me voices out every thought to be better, to improve, and evolve. I do enjoy every thought, every notion, and every perspective I have. I do enjoy even my blankness, my silence. I live every moment to see myself improving. I have been trying to do it for myself.
Every failure is mine, but not a bit of growth is mine. It belongs to the effort that defines commitment to me. Every failure I accept, I try to improve upon every flaw possible. Yes, that's what writing did to me. I don't blame anyone for my failures. I try not to make any excuses now to write out myself.
A few days back, a sudden thought took me back to the day I wasn't much aware of the self I am expressing about. The day I learned that living and enjoying every moment is a learning. I remember that while I was writing, my device got shut down.
Frustrated, I was questioning myself again and again: Why? Why didn't I save before starting? Everything I wrote vanished. I thought of skipping the day, but a thought followed: whatever is going to happen will happen; I would improve.
Hours passed. With a calm mind, I opened my device to start over again. The first line I voiced out in words looked much clearer than the previous one. The silence I was writing about had much more clarity within me than before. Wording the thoughts felt interesting and enjoyable. Inner peace was at its best at that time.
That day, I didn't just start over again; I wrote my silence. I wrote the foundation of calmness over frustration. Over hesitation. Over the fear of judgment. A moment I lived and enjoyed remained the same, but it gave me new perspectives and notions to improve and evolve.
Live the moments. Make mistakes. Improve and evolve.
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