Definitely not.
Nothing is permanent. Everything changes over time, no matter what. A perspective couldn't be the same as the first day it clicked with us. With time, either it evolves or gets lost within the thousands. I do make mistakes, but they never persist forever. I try to improve them over time.
Evolution is the only permanence. Sticking to a notion, with flaws or without them, hinders growth. I knew it, but understood it when I tried voicing out words continuously over a period of time.
I started writing. On the first day, hesitation left. With the coming days, thoughts came and went. But my conscious effort to continue forced me to voice out no matter what.
An effort guided by the very thought of my journey is guiding me to be better- whatever is going to happen will happen, but I will improve. It's the notion that didn't leave me. Nothing stays, but it stays with me, for my awareness. It didn't let me think "me vs me"; it always pushed me toward "me for myself."
Views changed, notions changed, stories changed; but one thought didn't. Its presence is helping me experience more of myself. It's helping me voice out what I had never done before. That lasting emotion gave me the direction to change myself.
With time, my opinions change with the new thoughts I experience. But a moment etched through writing keeps forcing me to write. It forces me to wait, accept, improve, and reflect. Change isn't a choice; it's a necessity without any to or for.
Perspectives changed, commitment changed, everything changed, but a notion didn't.
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