What? Why? How? When?
Multiple questions. Just one thought. Whatever is gonna happen would happen, but I would improve. Whether things didn't go well or went well doesn't matter. It's just a thought giving me hope every day to better myself every single day. Every day, when mistakes trouble me, the thought to quit comes.
But a single thought didn't let me down on myself. For whom am I trying to be better? I ask myself whenever I feel low. My inner thought voices out loudly and silences all the chaos. For me and only me.
A few days back, writing felt much more difficult. Because of illness, I skipped a day of writing. I felt incomplete. Silence. An incomplete silence. Why did I skip? I asked myself. Illness looked like an excuse to me. An excuse to skip. Later on, I decided to show up twice within two days. I did. I felt relaxed.
The questions which were making me skip or quit are now asking me why I skipped. The question remained the same, but the perspective and notions behind it changed. When a thought remains consistent, efforts are made smoothly and automatically.
Commitment to show up regularly came with a thought. Discipline got directed by a thought. Efforts didn't feel difficult with a thought. Nothingness didn't feel bad with a thought. A constant thought, but multiple learnings every day. It's not me who tries every day to improve myself; it's the thought improving me day by day.
Writing gave me a reflection of myself. However, the mirror of reflection is supported by a notion. A notion that helps me grow every day.
Think. Execute. Fail. Learn. Grow.
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