The Strange Reason My Old Thoughts Returned Again

Why? I didn't know.

Every moment I experienced had a reason, a learning. But once it got voiced out, it kept returning to me. I didn't know the reason behind it, but I kept trying to find out. Sometimes they confused me about whether I had written something wrong in my previous blog or if there was something I had misinterpreted in my own learning. I didn't know at all.

Whatever new thoughts and perspectives I shared had to pass through those old notions. Sometimes they made me quieter, forcing me to rethink and revisit the day I wrote that blog. With time, they didn't remain only loops of notions and thoughts. What I didn't know, I tried to find out through the reflection of the writing mirror.

However, it signaled me to improve myself through my observations and learnings. A long pause between the noise of old thoughts created more threads of curiosity.

Why? It didn't remain a question but became a puzzle.

The more I tried solving it, the more different answers I got. Long hours of quietness always signaled me to think beyond what I had already imagined.

Think. Gain thoughts. Rethink.

Till I find the reason why they came to me again and again. Not every time, but anytime. But a few days back, I understood something new about those old thoughts. Whenever I experienced something relatable to them, they appeared, trying to differentiate themselves or evolve through my newer notions.

Days back, I got blank within myself. No thoughts, no learnings to voice out. Silent thoughts collided with that day's numbness. But they were not on the same page; I realized it later. One clarified, while the other confused.

A few hours, a few days, or a few months- questioning wasn't a choice; it was me trying to mirror out an improved reflection.

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