The Moment I Realized Nobody Was Coming for Me

If I didn't, then who?

I am responsible for myself. Nobody would help me improve. It's just me and my self-belief that would help me. I could be motivated by others, but neither discipline nor consistency could be learned from them. I started by myself, putting in the effort alone.

Did anybody help? A straight no. And why would anyone help me evolve and improve? Thoughts are mine, views are mine, mistakes are mine, experiences are mine; then why would anyone be the main character of my journey? Many times, I thought of quitting, but I didn't. I knew that if I stopped, nothing would change.

With every passing day, my self-belief gives me the courage and confidence that my words in blogs reflect. No more chaos from anyone's perspectives or judgment; just me focusing on and prioritizing myself.

With every passing day, I am forgetting myself. Not the current version, but the older one for sure. The one who hesitated, feared judgment, and wasn't confident enough to voice out himself. With time, every experience adds something valuable to life, making me better than yesterday. No more chaos or confusion; just clarity.

I had. I am. I would. That's it.

It's not "I" all the time that is on the streak. Many of my learnings are companions of my "I"- discipline, consistency, mistakes, efforts, moments, creativity, curiosity, silence, questions, and many more.

It's never been me vs myself; it's always me for myself. No more thoughts or choices. Only a commitment to myself: do it for yourself.

Nothing to prove to anyone. I am proving myself by trusting the process and reflecting through the mirror.

Writing mirrored my true picture, one I had never seen.

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