Most of What Changed Me Happened Quietly

In the quietness of thoughts, it's my voice that screamed out. Enormous thoughts, limited words, and limitless silence accompanied me every time. From the day I left hesitation to today, the streak continued with silent efforts on its own. How much happened, I didn't know. I never thought about the destination my experiences were taking me toward.

However, a journey filled with learnings made sure to make me someone who knows himself much better. For the past few days, a thought has constantly been scratching my silence through all the chaos.

No more thoughts, just one question moving through all the chaos. Is it going good? A sudden thought felt quite terrible in a journey that didn't have any end. Neither does perfection exist, nor would I stop chasing it. But that sudden question forced me to think about the existence of this whole journey. No response, then why?

After hours of pause, it felt like my patience got trapped in a web of chaotic notions. I completed my blog for the streak. Maybe I didn't have the correct answer then, but now I do.

I have been doing it all for myself. That's it.

Whatever I learned, I did on my own. I made the same mistakes again and again while writing blogs. But every time, they were noticed with some new notion. Sometimes in the form of questions, sometimes as they were. I tried overcoming every flaw with the only aim of improving.

With a bit of effort, discipline joined me within a few days after I started voicing myself out. Later on, consistency, patience, questions, redefinition, blankness, curiosity, creativity, and many more learnings joined me. Now, every uncertain experience has become a journey.

Maybe what changed me the most never happened loudly. It happened quietly.

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