What Writing Is Teaching Me About Handling Contradictions Within Myself?

Standing between two thoughts doesn't define confusion. It's the stage where clarity comes. Maybe they are opposite to each other, but understanding both gives wider perspectives. Knowledge of both gives an idea to think further about them, or just leave them, or improve them.

I do contradict myself many times but never get upset or avoid thinking about the other side. I accept the irregularities of views and opinions and try to improve them with time.

Contradictions are not gaps; they are just speed breakers to slow down irregular and complex thoughts. I love when two thoughts collide and create chaos. Both look valid, but finding which one fits best with my words is a difficult task.

Writing doesn't just let me express myself, but it also helps me identify the intents of thoughts. Understanding the plots and views changes when I write down all those thoughts, and I choose whichever suits best with my learnings and experiences.

While writing a few days back, I was numb, with no thoughts, and was sitting with a disappointed face. I was feeling bland and creatively exhausted that day. However, feeling low didn't matter, and I completed publishing the blog by thinking more and more.

The next day, something unexpected happened. I was excited to share my previous day's experience. But two thoughts that were looking the same to me felt different now. Creative exhaustion was different from blankness. Those contrasting ideas gave me a moment to smile at myself.

Creative exhaustion was not about lacking ideas, but blankness was all about it. Seriously!~ that was the reaction I gave when I understood both a bit. Although, I completed the blog mentioning both terms differently.

Proving myself right isn't important, but understanding myself is for sure.

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