What Writing Is Teaching Me About the Version of Me I Hide?

Clashes of thoughts have splashed over in blogs till date; the clash of hidden and known thoughts, the clash of new and old perspectives. Now I don't want to keep hidden the thoughts which don't belong to loneliness. The self-confidence gained through expressing is helping me express those hidden thoughts one by one.

What changed version did I not know in actuality? What I know is that if I am doing something different from yesterday, then I am different. Was I hiding this, or is it change? The question I asked made me curious to know more about myself.

Writing feels good whenever I write whatever I have experienced and learned. Chasing myself again and again through expressing those learnings feels exciting. I was aware before, but self-awareness came when I started understanding myself every single second.

Thoughts do hide, not because they fear judgment, but because they are uncomfortable, not unimportant. But whenever I start writing, those hidden parts come to light.

Hiding may protect me temporarily, but expressing has always helped me understand deeply. A seed doesn't germinate instantly but over time while it remains inside the soil. It requires favorable conditions. Once it germinates, it starts growing fast and comes out of the soil.

Writing has been a safe space for me where I can improve myself without any fear of judgment. The more I accept my hidden version, the more complete I feel.

Hiding could be an option, but expressing is a need.

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