What Writing Is Teaching Me About Becoming More Aware About Myself Over Time?

Finally, the gap has been bridged; a gap between me and myself. Right now, I am on the same page my actions are; my thoughts match them. I didn't know anything, not even about myself. Now I know a bit about myself; a beginning tale of exploration. It's not just a journey but a process that makes me different every day, better than yesterday.

Every day I am a different person; not in terms of behaviour, but thoughts for sure. Thoughts, opinions, and perspectives are different from previous ones, or maybe improved. The better I understand my flaws, the more I improve.

Writing blogs for the first few days was a difficult task. Quite the opposite of my perspective before expressing thoughts. I used to write raw thoughts with a bit of grammatical errors. Days later, when vague thoughts slowed down the speed, I started learning from circumstances and mistakes.

With time, perspectives changed, grammatical errors started declining, and many more changes began. Hesitation dropped, confidence rose. Blogs started coming more authentically. The more I understand myself, the more it starts getting reflected in my blogs.

I didn't chase awareness, but it chased consistency. And when it followed consistency, our paths matched. It wasn't an instant process but a time-consuming one. The time consumed was worth sharing as an experience. I enjoy knowing about myself; every day I find something more valuable.

Writing is a beautiful journey with no final destination. An ongoing journey with stations named awareness, confidence, efforts, patience, creativity, and many more to come feels thrilling.

Self-awareness isn't a luxury, but not everyone can afford it. Being aware consistently demands patience with time.Experience couldn't be borrowed; it could only be felt with awareness.

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