What Writing is teaching me about process addiction?

No motivation, no worries; feeling low, no worries; no clarity, no worries; just do one thing - write yourself out. Doing the same thing again and again regularly had bored me on this journey, but it's a worthy experience to feel. I'm just following the process; I had no idea how I became obsessed with writing my thoughts.

Efforts to identity, quite difficult, but obsession to express made it possible for me. I remember initially when I struggled to choose words and thoughts to write in the blogs, it felt boring. Now that choosing feels good; every word carries my emotions which let myself out without any hesitation.

Craving for discipline and consistency once, to following them now. A small effort to step forward towards identity. Felt demotivated but didn't quit, felt bad seeing negligible response but didn't quit. Writing, which I chose as an option initially, became my necessity to improve.

Writing made me believe to trust the process; by time the trust became the addiction. Without it the day feels incomplete; brain is now trained to follow this daily routine without any second thought. I'm just enjoying this process, how beautifully the documenting is going on.

Mental clutter to mental peace, frustration to patience, reaction to response; everything just changed on this journey. Everyday I learn something new but with a new question, which is just an add-on to the experience I realise later over time.

I'm just trying to do small efforts daily to maintain the blog streak. Brain enjoys the process which is almost a routine now. Loving the process didn't make me nervous thinking about results. Process knows what the path is and what the aim is, so I do trust in it.

Attaching with valuable things feels great; it helps to grow valuably.

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