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What Writing Is Teaching Me About Becoming?

Not the one who was before, not fully who I want to be yet; just trying to evolve day by day. Following the process to be better day by day. Fifty days back, I was different, but now things have changed.

Changes I can see are in my behaviour, understanding, and brain patterns. The way I used to get frustrated over anything days back and the way I deal with things with calmness are totally opposite behaviours. I see it as an evolvement with time after knowing the cons of the negatives.

Every day is not the same. I could not even write the same thought with the same words on two different days. If words can evolve as days pass, then why can't anyone's thinking? But I try to be conscious about what I am developing within me.

Consciousness is all about mental state. The more conscious I try to be, the more my creativity works at its best. Knowing what to write gives only a hint so that the brain's creativity can take over to write a better blog.

At the start of writing a blog, I didn't even have an idea what the final blog would look like. But when I start writing, thoughts follow. If scattered thoughts follow and I write them, then I simply delete the whole words or paragraph of it. Then I write again. I follow this daily to write a blog.

These small actions which I am trying to follow consistently are different from my previous identity. My previous self didn't allow any scope for improvement or transformation. It was just full of hesitation, frustration, laziness, and so on.

Then I didn't even know what I would become, but now the fact is, I have changed them with positives. Now I don't know what I will be in the future, but I know I will transform through the process.

Showing up daily not just for discipline but for growth.

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