Finally, did it. A breath with a sigh of relief, a smile on my face, and happiness after writing what I actually experienced. The feeling and emotion can't be described in two or three words. It's something which I have been feeling from day one of writing blogs. Whether the thoughts are messy, incomplete, or imperfect doesn't matter. I believe it's the honesty which is invaluable.
Never thought I would be writing on this topic. But honesty only forced me to share what I had learned over this period. I am currently feeling mixed emotions while writing about it. As I had shared earlier that I try to be true always but never wrote my experience about it.
Before even writing blogs, when I was thinking about writing, I knew one thing: morality and ethics. I decided I would write what I felt and experienced and would be true to myself. I remember an incident when I was feeling lazy and my brain was manipulating me to not write.
It was around a month before. I was just doing nothing. Then also, I was not motivated to write that day's blog but was trying to delay it. But the thought about discipline and consistency suddenly clicked. I was charged up thinking about it and started writing the blog. I didn't think of any other topic to write but chose discipline and consistency.
Simply, I was motivated by them only to continue writing. I expressed and published the blog. I experienced happiness and felt much lighter after writing. That day I learned discomfort doesn't matter, honesty matters the most.
In these days, when I write my true self, my thinking gets more clear. I understand how excuses could be tackled with honesty. The flow of emotions didn't let me hide anything from sharing through blogs.
Impress yourself with honesty; it would be growth-oriented, not painful.
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